All posts for September 2020

Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned: 'Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned', Remastered, Is Now Available

The "remastered" version of "Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned" is now available!

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-30 13:00:00-04:00 No comments

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I'm pleased to announce the "remastered" version of Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned, with new cover art and tweaked innards, under the Infinimata Press brand, is now available in both recycled-tree and recycled-electron versions.

For those who don't know about it yet, here is The Blurb:

Aki was just a punk kid, but he had the Split—a flash of near-future insight that came only in moments of danger, and that let him see the way out of danger.

He wasn't alone, either. Yannick Seyrig had assembled a whole family, blood and otherwise, of Split-users like Aki. Under his wing, and with his guidance, they had the power to steal the world out from under everyone's feet.

Then one day the Seyrig family encountered the first disaster it didn't see coming. And when Aki found himself also facing dangers that even the Split couldn't ward off, he had to find a new family. One that could bring both his skills and theirs to a whole new level … and that could stop a heist where the score was nothing short of every possible future for the human race!

Of all my books, this is one of the two or three I'm most proud of right now. If you like it — or even if you don't! — say something on Goodreads about it and help spread word!

Buy five copies. Give them to friends this holiday season. But don't use them as stocking stuffers. They're a little too big for that. Unless your friends have, you know, really big stockings. And you know what they say about people with big stockings. They have ... a lot of stocking stuffers.

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'At Close Range', 34 years later -- and on the telling of stories about those with doomed lives.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-29 17:00:00-04:00 No comments

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The other night I watched At Close Range, the 1986 movie with Sean Penn and Christopher Walken. It was partly opportunistic: I got an email telling me the film's presence on Amazon Prime was going to expire at the end of September. That reminded me I hadn't seen it in forever, and I had distant memories of it being an immensely affecting movie. My memories were right, and watching it brought back to mind a great many thoughts about why it's hard to make projects like this. (It was apparently a passion project for Penn, and it showed.)

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Tags: At Close Range Christopher Walken Sean Penn movies

"You Don't Have To Live With The Bloody Man"

On portraits of the artist as a complete jackass, and why we need new kinds of stories about artists.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-26 17:00:00-04:00 No comments

Brother Roger once said:

... when Bennett Cerf, visiting the James Joyces in Paris, described Joyce as a genius, Mrs. Joyce dryly replied, "That's all very well for you to say - you don't have to live with the bloody man."

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Last night friends and I watched The Horse's Mouth, the 1959 film adaptation of the Joyce Cary novel about an irascible painter, apparently a composite of every Portrait Of The Artist As A Complete Jackass story ever told. That Gully Jimson, the painter in question, is played by Alec Guinness in the scruffiest, most gin-voiced role he ever did embody, goes some distance towards making him fascinating. Jimson's bottom-pinching, liquor-guzzling, homewrecking (literally so) personality would make Animal House's Blutarski blush. Even at this late date, there still remains the thrill of watching a free spirit make the stuffed shirts eat their pretense and their money in about equal measure — even if, maybe especially if, you wouldn't want to live with the bloody man. 

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Tags: Alec Guinness Joyce Cary art artists

Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned: Next Off The Press

I found a nice surprise waiting for me on the doorstep today: the proof copy of the newly-remastered version of "Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned."

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-26 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

I found a nice surprise waiting for me on the doorstep yesterday: the proof copy of the newly-remastered version of Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned.

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Science Fiction Repair Shop: Suddenly, It's All Science Fiction

If I didn't feel before like I was living in a science fiction novel, this year sure clinched that feeling. But not for the reasons you might think.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-23 18:00:00-04:00 No comments

This isn't likely to come as a massive surprise to anyone, but if I didn't feel before like I was living in a science fiction novel, this year sure clinched that feeling. Not merely because of the pandemic, but because of all the things the pandemic force-multiplied — the corrosive effects of capital on public spaces; the way we've blithely swapped technology for human potential and come up immeasureably poorer as a result; the way we have all these toys and so few things that actually work. 2020 didn't so much throw us into a dystopian SF novel as it revealed we'd been living in one for quite some time, and only now could we no longer ignore it.

What really got me, though, was the exposure of the distance between the life we were supposed to be leading, and the life we are leading. And with that, I took a good hard look at that feeling: where was it written that things in 2020 were supposed to have been better than this? Who promised us that?

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Tags: Science Fiction Repair Shop futurism science fiction these troubled times

Why You Can't Shame The Shameless

On the largely ineffectual ways we've grappled with the corruption of public morals.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-20 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

Someone on Twitter pointed out recently that it makes no sense to try and shame reactionaries for being hypocrites, because the charge carries no weight with those who matter. I agree with this, and I think the reasons why are at the heart of the largely ineffectual ways we've grappled with the corruption of public morals.

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Tags: politics sociology

Infinimata Press: Projects: The New Look Of 'Summerworld'

After some puttering, I think I finally have a good new cover design for 'Summerworld'.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-19 18:00:00-04:00 No comments

This past week I worked on new cover designs for Summerworld, one of the tougher books in my collection to create art for. After some scavenging, I settled on two images I wanted to use: the "cityscape" image, and the "portal" image. This was the first attempt at making use of them:

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How Much More History Can We Live Through?

And once we do, what do we take away from it all?

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-19 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

The other night, shortly after news broke of Ruth Bader Ginsburg's death, I quoted a line from someone I'd known once, an utterance they made shortly after 9/11: "I don't know how much more history I can live through." I have since lost touch with this person, so I don't know what they would think about all that's happened over the last five years, but I imagine they'd be feeling pretty exhausted by history too.

But as of late, I find a thought coming to me more often. Maybe things have always been like this. Maybe it's just that it wasn't evenly distributed — that some of us have felt like this all the time, every time, and weren't believed when we said that was the case. Maybe it was always like this and most of us just had more ways to not notice it, and now that those protections have been ripped off, we have no choice but to stare it in the face until our eyes melt.

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Tags: these troubled times

Upfront Without Being On The Nose

For some of my books it's a lot harder than I realized to create good cover art.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-18 17:00:00-04:00 No comments

Exhausting week, not just because of current events (if there's anyone here not exhausted by current events, I want whatever you're dosing with). I tried to come up with about four or five alternate desings for a reworked Summerworld cover and ended up rejecting them all. If I had more money to throw at the problem I'd commission something, but right now I'm on as tight a budget as I can get (again, who isn't?), so I have to make do.

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Tags: book-covers

The Innumeracy Of Moral Equivalency

Why some people respond to reports of deaths in numbers with minimizing tactics.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-15 18:00:00-04:00 No comments

In the early days of the COVID crisis, I heard a couple of goofballs in my near-circle making noises along the lines of, "It's just a flu." Bad enough, but when people start dying, one of them had the temerity to come up with this whopper: "X number of people die every year in car accidents, but you don't see folks freaking out about that!"

The only motive I can ascribe to uttering such a thing is that of whistling past the graveyard — being confronted with something so overwhelming that it beggars a response, and so the only response you can come up with is to minimize it. (We've seen a lot of that lately, haven't we?) There are plenty of reasons why equivalencies like this are foolish, but I'll focus on one case: when people shift tracks and try to talk about deaths by other means ("If we really cared about lives, we'd do something about all those people dying," etc.).

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Tags: statistics these troubled times

Selecting For Stupid

Why spam scams are illiterate by design: to weed out the skeptical and keep the suckers.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-14 18:00:00-04:00 No comments

Some time ago I came across an article that explained why most spam scams read like illiterate grade-school scrawls. It's not incompetence on the part of the spammers. In fact, it's the exact opposite: it's a calculated strategy. And it explains why much political grift is similarly dumb.

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Tags: politics scams sociology

Infinimata Press: Projects: Glimpses Of The Near Future Shelf

A look at the upcoming "remastered" editions of my books "Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned", "Welcome To The Fold", and "Flight Of The Vajra".

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-14 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

I spent all of Saturday reworking covers and interiors for the last three (four, if you include the most recent) books in the Infinimata catalog. Once I got momentum going on one of them, I just forged ahead and did all of them in one sitting. I also found a site that lets you render 3D mockups of books using uploaded cover art, a way to get an idea of how they'll all look on a shelf next to each other. I think the results speak for themselves:

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Tags: Always Outnumbered Never Outgunned Flight of the Vajra Infinimata Press The Fall Of The Hammer Welcome to the Fold books design

Infinimata Press: Projects: Remastering The Back Catalogue

On the progress of the reissue program for all my earlier books under the new Infinimata Press label.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-12 18:00:00-04:00 No comments

With Fall Of The Hammer off and out the gate, and Unmortal now in progress (although don't expect anything about that for a good long while), I'm now turning to reissuing all the earlier titles in the formerly Genji Press, now Infinimata Press catalog. This past week I started on new editions of Always Outnumbered, Never Outgunned and Welcome To The Fold. It's been alternately fun and frustrating.

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Infinimata Press: Projects: Behind The Scenes With 'Fall Of The Hammer', Pt. 8: The Soundtrack

The soundtrack for my new novel 'Fall Of The Hammer'.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-10 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

In the time leading up to the release of my new novel Fall Of The Hammer, I'll be making a series of posts to serve as an extended introduction to the book — its origins, its influences, its themes, its setting and characters. Enjoy.

(See all entries in this series here.)

With each book I write, there's almost always a soundtrack of some kind to go with it — music to match the mood and tempo of each scene. That said, I find I almost never listen to the music in question when writing or editing the scene in question, as I find that too distracting; there's other music I have specifically for the writing process.

Odds are you can find most, if not all, of these by way of your friendly neighborhood music streaming service.

Note that the scene descriptions may contain spoilers!

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You'll Pay To Know What You Really Feel!

On Stjepan G. Meštrović's notion of the "postemotional society".

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-09 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

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I dug out a book I'd read before but decided to re-approach with fresh eyes, what with the world on fire. The book is entitled Postemotional Society and is by sociologist Stjepan G. Meštrović, and its premise is that modern society can be distinguished by being "post-emotional". I am not sure I believe everything Meštrović puts forward, and I think some of what he says is old vinegar in new wine bottles, but I have plenty to chew on all the same.

Meštrović wrote the book in the Nineties and so his examples revolve around things like the Balkan War, the Clinton administration, and the O.J. Simpson trial, but much of what he says seems scarily relevant to the moment: "A new hybrid of intellectualized, mechanical, mass-produced emotions has appeared on the world scene." (p. 26)

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Tags: postemotionalism sociology

Infinimata Press: Projects: 'The Fall Of The Hammer' Is Now Available!

My new fantasy/adventure novel (well, it's a lot more than that, really) is now available on Kindle and in print.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-08 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

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The title should tell it, but in case it doesn't: My new novel The Fall Of The Hammer is now available in both print and digital editions!

(about time, man)

Addendum: The book now has a Goodreads entry as well.

Here's the blurb:

In the wake of a war that toppled nations and scarred the earth, a strange new element appeared in the world: aleaum. Those with vision and ambition found they could channel their will through it to remake their reality ... but remake it in only their image, and no other.

What little young Jotham knows of the world before aleaum, he knows through his father, who yearns to restore those lost times. And when Jotham comes into possession of his own aleaum fragment, his mission becomes clear: Become a master himself ... the better to destroy all the other masters.

But soon Jotham finds he isn’t alone. Others, with powers not given by aleaum, share his crusade: a “witch” from the forest near his home; her “sorcerer” husband; a woman of the criminal underworld and her ex-wrestler bodyguard; the inscrutable daughter of a mutual enemy; and a tamer of the bizarre beasts created by the aleaum masters and their powers.

Together, they set out to take back the world ... with the very power used to steal it from them!

Read about the behind-the-scenes and making-of for this story!

For full details about the book, visit its product page here on this site.

May it give you some good times amidst all these bad ones.

I hope I passed the audition.

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Nostalgia Isn't What It Used To Be, Not That It Ever Was

I don't want better versions of the past. I want a future that has the kind of better only the future can offer.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-06 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

The other night friends and I fell briefly into one of those discussions that I find myself entering unthinkingly with enthusiasm, but exiting with a little disgust at having ever entered into it. It was about how movies used to be better, or at the very least weren't all focus-tested multiplex fodder. It's not even entirely true: there's more and better indie cinema than ever if you know where to look; it's just that the major studios now see risk aversion as their main business model. But the real problem was how I saw myself falling into the mode of "Weren't things better when ... ?" which is always a bad mode to end up in.

Once upon a time, things were different, and some of those things had aspects that are better than what we had now. Of this I have no doubt. What I know is impossible, and counterproductive, is to entertain such thoughts as a prelude to try and turn back the clock. I don't want this anywhere, least of all in my entertainments.

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Tags: nostalgia popular culture

Infinimata Press: Projects: The Fix(-Up) Is In

Proof edits on 'Fall Of The Hammer' almost done. It was worth it.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-05 20:00:00-04:00 No comments

Earlier this evening I finished the page-by-page read-through and mark-up of my proof copy of The Fall Of The Hammer, and again I'm convinced there's something to be gained by doing this with a physical copy of the book that I can't obtain from a digital copy, even a read-only one. When you've grown up with physical books, it somehow feels like more is at stake with a physical book. Mistakes on paper are far more glaring than mistakes on a screen, and so you feel a greater motivation to find them and fix them.

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Infinimata Press: Projects: The Dead-Tree Difference

In re the magic of editing on something other than a screen.

By Serdar Yegulalp on 2020-09-01 08:00:00-04:00 No comments

The proof copy for Fall Of The Hammer showed up Sunday. I spent most of today reading it slowly and spotting countless little things in it that didn't surface during all of my previous editing passes. To that end, I plan to push the release back by about a week, but for good reason: there's just so much you spot when you edit on paper that your eye simply glides past when you read on a screen. Or is that only something common to those of us who were weaned on dead trees?

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